My brain is going all over the place, fluctuating between anxiety, excitement and fear.
I need to eat to take my needs, but I can’t sit still long enough to actually eat something.
I’m having anxiety over Dev going to Respite for all of next week, worried that hell miss me, he won’t have fun and then even worse that he won’t miss me. In also excited for him because the potential to have an amazing time is there. I’ve told you all, my brain lives in crazy town.
In worried I won’t get everything that needs to be done finished before he has to go.
Then at the same time I’m also getting our stuff ready for our week long camping t trip. Again, excitement for getting out of town, happy I’ll be camping. I’m also anxious that, once again I won’t get everything done in time.
On top of that I have some friends that are having some issues and I’m worried about them (you know who you are).
Why can’t I just shut my brain off?
I’m afraid that I can’t settle down and just work on one thing and get it done, I’m jumping from one job to the next and then back again. Working on everything and getting nothing done.